It came as a sudden realisation what my life is these days. Everywhere i go, i see people's life falls nicely into place as if god had a hand in it. Everywhere i go, i see romance in the air, all things related to it. Today's journey to and fro from home to school was no different. I realised that this was happening so quickly, even with my closest of friends. It just feels empty these days, just empty. Perhaps it is envy, or jealousy or a strange new feeling, i dunnoe. Life feels so empty without someone to share it with i guess, probably socialised by the bigger society into thinkng this way, but i guess it doest really matter. I guess the sense of incompleteness is starting to weigh in as i grow so much older. Seeing this heartbroken girl crying on my way home, was provoke some thought and yet i guess love is a gamble. I only fear that it is the obsession of the idea of love has taken over rather than one that is true. But is there any true love? Physical Attraction, Security , Personality is essentially what i guess makes up attraction, so how does one know if its really,truely perfect? I suppose love is just that elusive. For me, i might not be a model, or cash strapped to drive a porsche or have the best personality to wow you. I only have what i am today. I wont claim to have a sad life, or a perfect life and been through what the average man didnt. I guess everyone has their own life story to tell, but what you see if wat you get. Call me traditional, but i prefer to meet people through CCA,SCHOOL or just activities i do together, i suppose it helps me understand that person better. Today has, i guess, been another day i thought about such things again... i swear, i want to take the initiative, because nothing charms the socks off any girl than someone taking the first step. But... there isnt much of a choice! not that im picky or anything, it just doesnt feel right? does it ever? i just hope whoever or whatever has a plan for me please show it to me soon