Pseudo psalms
Saturday!!!!
I never so looked forward to a saturday as today
School has just begun started to get a tad more stressful.
And next week is the term test already, everything moves so fast.
a month + has just gone by so quickly.
Crap i came on to wc3 after so long and first thing i found out
was some arguement...i DID TRY To stay neutral but i ended up
dosing everyone LOL. well dun care lah, and ming the escape artist..
ESCAPED again...i wonder if there will be any activity tomorrow
and stumbled unto someone's blog again :| some jiajian
he was with the 05 mshs diver..crap the thing is i cannot GO
so upsetting. Zzzzzzz...
AND im putting on braces soon..
AND i joined adventure club
AND i signed for NYAA
doesnt seems to be anything yet
time to STEP UP the heat.
FASTER FASTER FASTER. push the limits!
Blogged @ 5/27/2006 04:54:00 PM
illumination!
i feel the long winded today and let me being entry 134.
and like every other normal day.... i was taking the bus
very tired and sleepy... u know the feeling when ur thinking
and in the corner of ur eye, u notice how the outside background
starts to pass faster and faster till u make no more notice of it.
so i was passing through vertigo..... and then once again
the great jc thought came again...he came and passed
stealing some happiness along the way. but i did question
why i wanted to go. well the answer wasnt because i wanted to be a
victorian or a saint...it was because of the people there.
thats why. its the people that i wanted to know and i know is there.
then from this stupor,i awoke by the sounds of dan brown controversy.
as the movie gets closer, once again the commotion about god arises.
there is reason to believe there was "god".. whether he was divine or not
a prophet or a liar is still open to debate. unfortunately i still see
pious people being very sensitive about this issue. well in my relativisit opinion,
true or false... hmm lets just say i haven't seen anything divine happening to me yet
and...actually its abit less than nice. not that im a aethist or anything but i keep an
open mind about gods. its is common that some great teacher or philospher become
elevated to a state of being almighty. yet there were just mere mortals but no doubt with
great wisdom.
school wise... everything is just starting to cramp onto me, im not sure how the jc peeps are handling
though, eric is going all nuts apparently from his lil blogpost. the pressure isn't doing quite well on me anyway
im still pulling myself together and juggling school load.. isnt very ez even especially now the distance is a factor to be taken into consideration. i lowered my expectations abit... more realistic goals B+ !
gpa:3.5
work.work.
Blogged @ 5/24/2006 07:32:00 PM
when nature bites back @ you ROFL.
the story begins when i was happily doing my things one day
and suddenly i notice i was feeling abit colder than normal,
and what do u know, the very next day dang dang. totally
lack of strength... went school half day came home 3/4 dead.
and after sleeping became 7/8 dead. crazy excruiating aches..
i swear its like knifes cutting u. nearly went to see the doctor
until i took some lil pills which put me back at ease.
so far so goooood. of course not yet in the pink of HEALTH
anyway during this extremely freetime which i am not suppose to go anywhere
and of course i didn't lah. i barely can move around without feeling sudden
changes in temperature. and so i was reading the first few post of my blog.
and i found out! i hate school!!!!!.. lol i probably evolved to like it more n more
im not sure when this happened but its good to know that im progressing.
1 step back 2 steps forward rite? i suppose reflecting the past show how to improve in future or in historical sense not committ the same mistakes again.
blah o well i shall review more next time.
and about specs.. i hate it
i find it worst when putting it on after taking it off ater long periods of time.
that stinks.
if ur feeling bored and nv seen this b4 :D
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=8787167598122974422&q=pokemonhave fun
Blogged @ 5/20/2006 08:04:00 PM
Test of Faith??!?!
To start off, i was actually quite self-impressed when i help this
lil stranger help her find her "Crystal" earing. lol its quite fun actually,
it actually feels nice to help someone, its been awhile since i had
this..divine sensation. so anyway i was thinking of a way to identify
close friends :D the most common way is the birthday quizzzzzzzzzzz
but i dun dare ask in fear that the results are not as i imagined.
of course u could always look left of this blog :\ and see it
but those who actually make an effort to remember is definately a close friend of yours BUT those who dun doesn't mean they aren't but... it could.. small controversial issues lol.
On my other agenda,im working on a way to revamp myself in every aspect.
hopefully i will achieve this soon. targetting end of the year.
shouldn't be too long :) im comming up with a timetable now =p
Blogged @ 5/16/2006 09:07:00 PM
*BAM*
that was the sound of if hitting me.
now what was that?
well, i was talking to my friend..in a main area of tp
cannot remember exactly who,i was like asking wow
everyone so enthu...why ar? she replied this invisible force...
because its still the beginning of the year,its always like that.
Retrospectively speaking, a sudden epiphany passes through me just now
about how real this is to me. i can almost relate to it 90%
so how does this relate to me? well for a start u can say im actually slacking
my ass off here. it seems i have forgotten my committment to studying,
ive forgotten how and why i got into this place in the first place.
i have.i can remember mr koh telling me that duh just keep saying okay, do it
when i expressed my regret in my results. im losing my steam already and its not even like half a semester. I HAVE TO relight my fire.
but how. i now will attempt to renew my original reason and motivation to studying!
Blogged @ 5/14/2006 08:25:00 PM
Ornithological specimens of the same plummage conggregate in proximities.
short post.
-played pool with my classmates
-saw the new class T design
-Excited about tmr's outing
-BLAH
-marketing director still not hired
-thinking of monIES!
Well today went to watched mI 3,
it was...action packed friday..that lamborgini...boom...
on the way i saw alot of old marist. seems they are doing okay.
i think jer,yanhan,someguywhosnameidunnoe,max.
so anyway i had to sacrifice quite a number of other things to
go there,i hope it was appreciated. and that rui still disappoints,
he still never went.sigh talk about catching up.
anyway i suppose thats cuz hes in JC
people in poly are either average or extremely smart.
why? cuts 1 - 2 years off uni. isn't that even better than JC.
pfftt anyway talking of jc, i still have this small doubt in making the right
choice going to poly. and now this fear has developed in me that
i may end up nowhere. and this phobia is defacto the most important
insecurity that will affect me in considering every decision i make.
hopefully 10 years from now, i can say i made a right choice.
Blogged @ 5/11/2006 03:49:00 PM
Impetuous
Well today was another statisfying day.
why?
well marketing teacher wacked me with a series of questions again
like the accounting teacher. lol dunnoe why so suay these days
always kana my turn. but im very happy la, maybe i get happy easily
but i managed to defend myself and i think im kinda like the resident class
smarty guy which isn't too nerdy i hope. LOL and the teacher actually said
u did very well :)
of course this is different from getting a real factual nice fat solid "A"
yet but at least its a good start. im hoping for a 3.2 gpa and get into probably
business management in SMU in future. juggling attitude,intelligence,character
is quite fun lol. i shall decide tmr to be humble a little :|
im doing myself proud atm! so everything is good.
feels like i still could have gone the jc route :/
suffice to say their loss.
retrospectively speaking, ive come along way in getting that A
in such a short period of time.
i saw this from somewhere.....
Its not that it is not hard,It is hard,its just we grown accustomed to the difficulty
wack as hard as u can, do not regret what u do.
Blogged @ 5/08/2006 05:51:00 PM
Belligerence
You know one thing i hate is narcissism aka self-centeredness
selfish acts.You don't have to been crazyily considerate, thoughtful or even kind
donating money everywhere BUT you don't need to be so focused on yourself.
THe other type of people i hate is the goddamn people who talks the entire day
and in the end doesn't even examplify what they say.I dun mind the nagging,reasoning or logic BUT if u keep advising something which u urself dun even do... its actually quite pathatic.
Unfortunately for me, im seeing a increase of this type of people and as my lecturer says increase in apathy or indifference. people who flock to u when they have problems or want you to do something but when u ask them for a simple favour, u get nothing or worst IGNORED. for this kinda people, when u get mind-boggling problems, or heart-wretching difficulty, u deserve it.
for my classification if i haven't said already, in a contemporary and modern judgement.
1.Those that Msn people
2.Those that People msn them
3.Those that are caught inbetween of different degrees
if are are 2,i really think u should reconsider who your friends are,for chances are
they may be shallow towards you.
Blogged @ 5/07/2006 10:54:00 AM
Fascades of life
>.<
yesterday was like the most suayest day :so all i was doing innocently waking up and
going on the bus and i took the opposite direction.
it was like hmmmm this doesnt seem right but i contiuned until
everyone got off. then of course i did
and then i realised i was in AMK near the lanning shop.
i was like O SHIT then i go hail cab
but infront people keep koping then i go infront...
NO CAB FOR TWenty minutes...
run opposite mrt and took fuck long to reach tampinese
because some asshole pressed the emergency buttons
and we waited 10mins
and then rush a 240 and was abit 1min late =)
bloody hell.
aand travel fares are fucked
not that i cannot afford it
BUT ITS making me top up every week :bazs.
then then yesterday i went out with my new poly friends :)
and that DIK said HE KNOWS i like someone....
wtf?????? no go la. interclass relations are a big nono
thus conclude not possible.
AND ALSO IN class theres this accounts teacher who is like
gonna jixiao me for the rest of the year.
well it all started during attendance taking
and she was like interesting name and like
do u know whats the meaning of it???
then she was like DO YOU?
i reacted quite defensively i think so
i said self-explaintory.and of course i paid the price
for the entire tutorial with questions questions and more of it
LUCKILY i came prepared. hopefully i shall keep a low profile
soon...i still want 10% class participation marks though.
AND BTW SOMEONE please jio watch MI3
i hasn't watch yet, quite upsetting really.
o yes political rally, tada! pap win but theres about
5% increase in opposition votes. we wouldn't know whats happening
next elections by that time we are voters :) dun disappoint me.
Blogged @ 5/02/2006 10:45:00 PM
