A Day of Realization.
lets start with yesterday first anyway
lol bad mood cuz stupid chin guan trying to annoy me.
i taught him a lesson.
well see many people hasn't see my dark side
and i needed to send my msg across
so bearing some violence is good sometimes.
just to show i will fight back if i need 2
so anyway miss koh is a lil sensitive i guess
can detect my mood
and didn't scold me
and actually was kinda concern
hmmm could be a kind of mutal understanding and respect.
i realise the weight i hold in the class now.
i may not be extremely significant nor am i extremely insignificant
but my weight is felt.
many hear me.
many listen to me.
in the comming,many more will.
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i guess it seems maybe why i am not studying is because of this.
right the computer
so i have decided after many considerations
destruction of my entire botnet
of course knowledge still will remain in my head
but yes im reliquishing all powers.
done.
of course theres no way i can forget them but temporarily until i am old enough
these powers shall not be used.
now i must contiune identifying more problems
---------------art of skill(war) amenments---------------------------------------
1.If u think its useless or it sux or its bullshit or any thing similar to the idea of that,
u are using it wrongly
2.dun show ur stupidity or ignorance through actions eg.talking meaning SHUT UP WHEN U DO NOT KNOW.
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LIfe Plotting
Catholic Kindergarden => Mshs(pri) => Mshs(Secondary) => X => Y University(hopefully,Nus)
X
Score Cline
Good(6-8) = Vjc(6-8),Acjc(8++)
Above Average(8-11) = TJC(8-10),AJC(?)
Average(11-16) = Cjc(8-20)[Affliation], SA(?)
Poor=
sRJC
Blogged @ 3/31/2005 04:03:00 PM
divine delightful day
:) so nice day :P:P
but today jer ong sparked me with a question.
what are u taking if i was going to JC?
he procceded on to say sure take arts.
good question
i have no idea.
my life is full of uncertainty lately.
i have no idea which direction i am going.
then i noticed many people had been changing.
perhaps not physically but emtionally and mentally
deep inside their inner-selves
they are gaining knowledge everyday.
of course not acadamic but then again
amazing.
similarly i gain new perspective and viewpoints
and to that i say i just realise everyone has a 2sides
and that it could be very extreme. and that even the stupidest can learn.
u may say isn't that just bullshit and isn't that nonsense
yes.but its good shit its good nonsense
true understanding is not as easily grasped.
-----------------------to people who are still procastinating--------------------
-----------------------[ Besleys Art Of Anti-Procastination ]---------------------
its too early to study? its only march
=its never early. U have 4 years to study.if u could study that fast u are in uni now
Theres no homework?
=theres revision
Theres nothing to revise?
=SURE THERE IS U HAVE 4 YEARS OF WORK TO STUDY
I feel tired?
=We all do
I cannot stay awake during class?
=there are about 1 million ways to stay awake.USE 1
attention in class is all that matters?
=NO.unless u just wanna pass
I just wanna pass?
=okay get c5 x 6 subjects,i feel sad for u
I feel demoralised
=Dun.The Future is uncertain.Dun give up.
Whats the point of taking a test when u noe ur fail
=some mistakes are worth taking
People who ask questions are extra
=Studies show participation allows faster learning
People who ask stupid questions are extra
=Yes.
**I cannot get myself to start studying
=SAME HERE.got any advise?
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Blogged @ 3/29/2005 03:38:00 PM
week hard(hard week)
first thing is first
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[[ Besley's Art Of War(Skill) ]]
1.Make Friends => Help can be found everywhere then
2.Take Every Opportunity To Make A Good Image => more socialble thus 1
3.When In Trouble,Act Blur => it usually works statistically
4.If u dun wish to answer some1.ignore the person => sometimes ignoring helps
5.When U do not know,Act Like U Do => Poise + COnfidence + Image = same reason as 2
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so many people tramatized by
love.so many people do not understand
meaning of life.sigh............
Life is a battle fought when u were born.mIllions Of TApoles died bcuz U WON.
but then again u are condamed to death once u were born.
u are both a borned-winner and borned-loser in terms of death and "Life"
but whats the
meaning of living?the meaning to live exist truely and solely to u alone.
no 1 can tell u what u live for.
no 1 can truely control u
u can
lose ur purity everyway but mentally.
faith is what keeps u when ur in trouble
some live for love
others for wealth
but even though u noe cannot achieve greatness,
why do u live?for me,
FAITHHOPEfaith and hope for a better day, a better life.
----skool-----
lol chongy didn't punish u;must be the baby ; mood swings :P
but i dunnoe about the displine committee.
watch out
AND I managed to get away with maths :)
sometimes i amaze myself LOL
---thoughts to myself today-----
O s are comming and i know ill
fail it badly with a
6 9 54 and worst of all I NOE
ITS COMMING.and i noe what
i need to dobut i
cannot do it.WHY?
sometimes i question what is the
value of life in the future as a wealthy person
its
priceless.then why am i unable to push myself to study?what is
holding me back?how
do i start to move?a immient danger is comming
how do u respond?--------SPECIAL INSERT---------------if u are AND/OR directly related to nico in 1 way or another and is offended by rude remarks against him please leave-----------------------------------------nico was a bitch today actually like hes god and stuffbut nvm i forgive him
Blogged @ 3/28/2005 02:33:00 PM
dae of boredom
kk right now panda abit crazy
something about not noeing the purpose of living.
o well
soooooooooo
--THOUGHTS TO MYSELF----
what is the price of changing ur destiny (ie: ur life)
WHAT IS THE VALUE OF UR LIFE
and to change it........IS THE SARCRIFACES WORTH IT?
and if it is
CAN U DO IT.
its all about willpower but
U NOE THAT IF u do not alter what u are doing now,u are doomed to fail.
but then why DO U NOT CHANGE IT
Issit bcuz its too HARD?
or issit too DIFFICULT
LACK WILLPOWER?
WORK TOO TOUGH?
NO MOVIATION?
WHAT IS THE ANSWER TO START UR LOCOMOTIVE
WHAT IS THE ANSWER TO START UR ENGINE
HOW DO I MOVE ME.
Blogged @ 3/27/2005 09:08:00 PM
Saturday Outing!
LOl Great
Country Mania As Planned but i didn't eat much
sponsered randall though :p
and then ROYCE then stoning @ coffebean for like many hours talking crap on crap which is crap then back to the movie of the eye 10 whihc isn't really scary but brings lotsa insides into the crazy supernatural and ghost things great for inspiration :P
anyway i rearranged the blog again as well. hopefully its suits every1's taste :P
been really a long day and a long week and everything seems closer as usual
tmr is a bad day for nick a normal 1 for me and life still stinks
and time is still not enough and homeworks needs to be done still
so YEAH LIFE GOES ON
Blogged @ 3/26/2005 11:24:00 PM
New Blog = New Journey.
:P new blog again
HOPEFULLY LAST TIME
anyway WHEN TO BUY ROYCE
AGAINgood crap anyway eat and eat :p
so preping for saturday
EVENT OF THE WEEKim sure would be just GREATso yeah nothing for today :P
Blogged @ 3/25/2005 04:26:00 PM
End Of Week of 1 day missing :p
LOL GREAT!!!
first 2 periods on thurs CANCELLED due to hall thingy
friday IS GOOD...no wait..GREAT friday
anticipation for SATURDAY.
WHo is GOing? dunnoe :p
but nice lunch + nice movie EXCELLENT
esp with a GHOST SHOW
probably scare me quite abit but i dun mind :p
english:
LOL SUMMARY WAS A fun day :p
smash through wall? avalauch = land slide in snow
lol effort = 0
*hint* possibly more to come :P stay tuned
ss:
crap so close
geo:
:P becomming average
history:
gayed.
BLOG MATTERS:
crap well i noe im not creative im a person that does things not think things so
we will see anyway :
ANYWAY RUMours on mrs chong with a child.TRUE
3 months actually but i thought she was just fat :X
NVM seems all is clearing up
anyway she still seeing us through for "O"
next super brilliant thing
COMMENDATION TO RANDALL
for NEAR-PEREFECT Execution OF PLAN OPERATION PHYSICS.
1 part did fail but lets not talk about it
WE ANTICIPATED.PLANNED.EXECUTED.SUCCEEDED
WE ARE PREPARED FOR SUCCESS AS KWOKY SAYS
and we did it.
HEHE on monday we shall see.what happens to the rest of u.
-END-
Blogged @ 3/24/2005 04:30:00 PM
The Week In Hell.
Lol still chinese left to do
never get to do it
hopefully never need to
:p
-------------crazy thoughts to myself---------------
WHAT WOULD U DO WHEN U GET 1 SHOT @ it
WHAT WOULD U DO IF U KNEW U WOULDN"T MAKE IT
WOuld u give uP?
or would u still do it
WHY?
its time.
----------------------------SECRET?S---------------
LOL IS MRS CHONG PREGGGGGGGGGNTNATNATNATNANTNT?
thinking...
or is she just FAT :X
Blogged @ 3/22/2005 09:31:00 PM
The End Of Holidays(Comming)
Well 1 week is passing real quick
either time passes real fast or im just having fun(time flies when u are having fun rofl).
ANYWAY as i was saying 24h is NOT ENUFF.
okay next on the agenda
TONS OF HOMEWORK STILL
EL MATHS CHINESE SCIENCE SS
CRAP nvm we will finish at least 2 today
may god help me.
anyway the end of 1 chapter of ur life.Now Another Beings
Plans Demolished.
Time Wasted
Fun memories
still Os are nearer then b4
STRESS!
okay so didn't go jians competition due to some fag thing but nvm
heh they lost for sat so lol nvm
anyway fun time talking ghost stories the other day of course randall being the formost expert on 1st hand experience had best to tell :p
ANYWAY WRITE ANOTHER DAY time for hw
Blogged @ 3/19/2005 10:14:00 AM
LOL
GReat day althought spent close to 60 BUCKS
Double Movie again.
The BOOOOYEEEYYY MAN
and
Mask
MASK STINKS 2 THE CORE Unless ur some asshole kiddie shit.
but nvm the other wasn't too bad
its was quite nice actually though not shocking ENUFF
So we ate some crappy korean NOODLES
WHICH REMINDS ME I pestering a annoying dumbfuck now
fucking dumb and fucking stupid
lol nvm anyway WE ATE KENNY rodgers and country something soup not bad
of course SOME VARIETY would be good
:p anyway great DAY
BUT RUNNIGN OUT OF MOVIES ONCE AGAIN
AND HOMEWORK PILEING UP LIKE .NVM
SO ANYWAY
BACK TO *PANDA* yeayea 24h for every1 SO WHAT?
I TELL U TIME IS WHAT U MAKE OF IT YES
BUT THATS A REAL DUMBFUCK THEORY
CUZ WHO REALLY BOTHERS TO TAKE CARE OF TIMES THESE DAYS
U? GOOD FOR U THEN I DUN SO TO ME 24H iS TOO LITTLE
Blogged @ 3/17/2005 11:17:00 AM
Bored
Nothing to Do.
Bored
On a nice saturday
-Updates Later-
For now
My Dive site is finally done lol after months of delaying
Www.besley.tkso i guess i went out LOL
suppose to celebrate kenneth bday but THE BDAY BOI CAN"T COME IN THE END
and another person FOOD POISONING so walked around like crap and get free coke near cini LOL
then saw the CDANS strongman challange but felix alreadi gone i think :P
THEN MET MR NG.
he say prelim may become important*HINT*
*GO FIGURE*
so thats about it
SUMMARIZE CONSIZE
Blogged @ 3/12/2005 10:25:00 AM
End Of School,Beginning Of the End
Today is the last day of skool,but of course skool always do shit @ about this time
today was no different. NKF
sold about 15 pens in all.nothing to be proud of but nontheless doing it for charity :P
slack and slack but we still did it.
*TO panda* lol i noe u are stealing my bandwidth if u are reading this ( = SONGS )
and to that every1 has 24h bullshit.
i dun believe in that
-section of thinking-
okay i noe wad in this world i think there are A BIG BUNCH OF CYNICS
they are being older than they are.Life is amazing @ its best and just pure fuck @ its lowest
but that is life. exciting.sad.special. IM just amazed HOW negative every1 can be.
some gives EXCUSES That they are being realist. YES BE REALISTIC BUt negative comments cannot help any1. u noe they should JUST shut up if they got no productive and constructive ideas. but life as it is have low pts.
COMPLAIN all u want . but remember to move ON
.2. FAVOURITISM is better than being blackmarked and thats the reality. say im pragmatic but doens't matter it comes really useful when people are on ur side when ur in hot soup. :)
--end-
anyway im getting used to kwok,despite his shit lol, deep in his nonsenses there is some MEANING and logic afterall.
hes just nonsensical and longwinded. maybe he should work on it lOL
and to his latest relationship bank account.
i think hes getting 1400(school population) negative accounts.
i think he better START despositing some RELATIONSHIP in it :)
Blogged @ 3/11/2005 08:27:00 PM
To Be A Master,U must but first be a follower
Today is 09 MARCH WEDNESDAY.
O CHinese Oral is In May
March
April
May
3 MORE MONTHS WOOOT
ITS TIME TO START YOUR ENGINES
STAY CALM,PUT URSELVES TOGETHER
GET UR ACT TOGETHER
GET UR SHOW STARTED
GET UR PUZZLE FIXED
DOESN"T MATTER HOW U PUT IT
ITS TIME TO GET RID OF SHIT
AND REPIORITIZE
3 months is a fast time
March has the longest holiday
LOGICALLY THAT IS THE MOST STRATAGIC TIME TO STUDY
SO DO IT
so ANYWAY BACK TO LIFE.
we finally GOT OUR STINKING A
9 more to go b4 1 period IS GONE
anyway imagine if u had 1 day off wow
but that will take u a few terms
but i think the rewards would be NASTILY NICE
anyway i heard on news 4 peeps died
condolences to them..i suspect is the man killed the 3 others then commit suciude
LOGICAL? probably so
but WHO THE HELL CARES?
not me anyway
I M DROWNING IN HOMEWORK ONCE AGAIN
goddamit absent for 2 damn days and homework never ends
i wonder how hard we are working @ now
English - written is shit,converstional still can make it
Chinese - shitting lousy but potential still there
Maths - WORST THAN SHIT end of story
Physics - can make it
Chem - CANNOT MAKE IT
Combined Geo - between BEst Good better and normal
Lit - not sure
history - worst worse bad pass
GODDAMIT not have to focus chinese the rest CAN WAIT
stress levels are increasing
ITS TIME TO MOVE
the time its comming For ANTI-SOCIAL
the rewards are bined with great sarcifices
BUT it is SWEET
SO lets pick a date...
hmmm WITHIN 1 middle term of March
Goal: TO COMPLETE ALL SCHOOL HOMEWORK WITHIN 3 DAYS OF HOLIDAY
TO COMPLETE MANY FREAKING HOURS OF CHINESE REVISION
TO HAVE 1 DAY OF FUN
Not too hard,not too easy
WISH ME LUCK
Blogged @ 3/09/2005 06:58:00 PM
Listen.Respond.Resolve
Well Today seems to be less than eventful like the rest of the other days
tons of work and little time to spare
apparently after skool we went to macs to eat :P
nice fish-o-fillet thingy but nvm
came home fustrated about SOLVING OTHER PEOPLES COMPUTER SHIT
IMMENIENT ENGLISH ESSAY I have to finish
now xj also feels STRESS but u noe life is never fair OMG but nvm ill get through this easily :P
HOPEFULLY A MARCH WILL BE relaxing abit but still holiday homework and extra lessons will take its toll. i assure u
i think i should finish the work within the first 3 days so i can slack like a ass.
Blogged @ 3/07/2005 06:02:00 PM
Thinking...*loss for words*
Well a new day has come :X
its time to go back to skool
piles of homework to be done
but enjoyment from yesterday was deserving :p
we went for 2 movies consecutively
hitch and the series of blah events
both had a sense of comedy in it
lol quite funny
though lol good time wasters once again :)
anyway my blog is finally done but some fixes still have to be done i must say
its pretty nice :X
anyway great day yesterday
but time to concentrate on studies soon
and hopefully can A for O chinese
Blogged @ 3/06/2005 03:11:00 PM
Devise,Revise,Improvise.
Well Its time to do that
success is comming
and u want to grab it when it does
it will be soon within reach,within grasp
glad some1 like zy uses my fucking msn nick lol SUDDEN EPIPHANY for a title
i see truely ive inspired some people in certien areas lol
wow.
ANYWAY sick for 2 sucky days lol cycling my insides so i can get well
but u noe im well now
TONS OF WORK to do
piles and piles and it will contiune unless i do smth about it and i will
fri was a confusing day
3 ways to go out i picked none lol dunnoe why
wasn't up 2 it guess :)
but u noe its time to restart ur engines and get ready set
i realised some people in out class has also done this
THE game is set
the piece are moving
END GAME IS NEAR
the final outcome,no1 noes
but im not givin up with out a hell of a struggle
anyway its time to go out soon
PEACE OUT
Blogged @ 3/05/2005 11:22:00 AM
Today Of Stress
LOL fun day again postpostpopstoptoppost lol
anyway today started off with 2 consecutive test im LIKE lazy to study but confident to do okay so well thats that
NEXT ON THE AGENDA is stupid maths lesson i have to try to get used 2 lol 1.5 HOURS OF MATHS I dunnoe how i got pass it but nvm im trying to gain intrest but it cannot be gained FORCEFULLY so nvm
anyway talk to JARyl about some of his problems so yeah we came to a conclusion hmmm have to help him
FINALLY! the blog seems to be what i want it to be and im pretty happy
tagboard music thing some pictures and the normal stuff
thats it for today
THAX ALL FOR THE TESTIMONIALS
Blogged @ 3/01/2005 05:27:00 PM
New Blog
:) After Some Realization lol
Ive Just Upgraded The Blog To some standard
still gotto fix some bugs :) but it should be done sooner or later
but this is roughly what ive done so erm yeah
dun wanna spend too much time on it
Well Today Was A Great Day For Some And Sad For Others
'O's was out today :congrats for those who got what they wanted
i wish u the best in life.
for those who did not . frat not . all will come clear soon.
well its a faggit day as any other
but another realization of how close "O"s are and its time
and theres no better time like the present.
STUDYING will start soon
finally prep
Blogged @ 3/01/2005 09:28:00 AM
