Projects..Projects...Projects?
Just 2 left to go!!!!! can u feel the relief!??!?! yep me neither.
My friend's friend is back! theres nothing much there.
all i know if hes a friend of that friend... he should be nice.
i think or just weird spastically insane like me!. hmmm i prefer the former.
relations within my class is improving ! everything seems to be finally on the right track. ofcourse ive been hearing some bad things about certain people.Just happy not to be included.ill probably just wanna keep alow-profile now.I do ask myself why i ended in such a situation In the first PLACE? its this little thing that someone told me the other day. that person said i always had this formality,a good first impression but then it comes BLANK for awhile,then if all goes well, a concetrated dose of what i call "BESLEY" will come blasting at you. i kinda do feel this is some vague way to desribe my weir..unique personality. if any one sees me around DO CALL ME,im a nice person! REALLY!.
if i survive this week...FINALLy can get to relax.!!!
Blogged @ 7/31/2006 06:32:00 PM
servile fawning...
Spending a sad saturday in front of my computer again! funny how sad and saturday both start with S huh? heh <--- OOOO another set of same letters again.
So school(again) life is getting better, and with that comes deprovement,that is, being obsequious and complacent.I predict a drop in results but of course what ive learned all month is having some faith in yourself.
Everything routine, nothing out of the ordinary even project is same same...BUT seems i recovered faster this week :)...LEVEL UP! okay im not a pokemon... just a tiny puny increase in fitness level. yea so thats it.Felix's blog is starting preaching some crazy things and i have no idea what the hell its about. Jian seems to be going through some situations.Anddddd mingyi has no blog. yep thats about that for blog hopping.
Hopefully something exciting happens later so i can update.
Blogged @ 7/15/2006 06:07:00 PM
Drift! Drift Drift away!
The aftermath of actual ac trainning #2.
Someone is following me into AC!, looks like theres gonna be less
boredom and more chatting again! 3 cheers to that!!!@!@#!
i think im adapting to the trainning now...seems easily abit
at this rate! i can achieve my masterplan soon! one that ive delayed
all my life.
talking about friends,its just these days that i started to wonder if i
invested in the right ones.The one that seems to similar to be are yet so far
away, maybe its the similar personalities that repels us.. but that is so true
to all but 1. This is like physicist trying to prove the string/M theory is right,
AKA The equation of the universe.I dunnoe but its seems to be or as one of my poly friend said,in the times of friction with other classmates,just be yourself.Now im confused by my own concepts of magnetic personalities and well everything in the world.All i know there are few good people,and fewer great ones.
Another thing that happened is... my primary school teacher died.and i can say is "OH WELL".i dun feel any sadness strangely,maybe cuz it truely has been awhile and she didn't quite teach anything in p1 ... maybe english but these memories have faded with time, i can hardly remember anything beyond p6.Pathetic but true.
Anyway,an apple is an apple,not an orange or so my accounting teacher says.Stupid analogy LOL.its just time for me to invest in other people till i hit another right friendship :) .
Measures of a nice friend:
Blog
Birthday(50% effective)
Remembering Stuff
Intangible Feeling of sincerity
Trust
Blogged @ 7/14/2006 09:32:00 PM
Quaint and baroque
In times of new friends,new life and new routines,
it seems the world has left me behind just a little.
Everyone is moving forward,impertinently enthralled about the new people
in their lifes.I definitely should do the same,but it seems im not ready
to let go of the past... hopefully in time i will.Unfortunately, time is short
but ive found allies within these few individuals and they are helping me
integrate.Eventually, i know ill get along fine with the current people having situations about me.In about a 3/8 of a years time, we may never see each other again,better a friend than an enemy.
But for now, ill just stay in the darkness,forgotten,faded from memories, awaiting those who will need me.
simultaneously,trying to enguage more people into my circle.
In other observations i made today, i saw a certain someone who was very upset,
i could tell it was sensitive problems in relationships. Of course the girl gang always sticks together so i was apprehensive about intervening, maybe if i had a chance,i would.For now, best of wishes to her,even if she might be one of those who is currently having class political issues with me.
Blogged @ 7/12/2006 07:28:00 PM
Travel & Adventure.
The past weeks has been busy,ive hardly enough sleep.The simple rountine wake up,school,comp,work,sleep and it all begins again.Today, there the world cup finale,
GO ITALY..i think their goalie is really fantastic, hope they win, didn't bet anything though.Backtracking into last week, i gotten my results.... not as good as i would want but can't say it wasn't expected..it goes
Accounts: A
Marketing: B+
Econs: B+
Computer stuff:B+
Management:B
And for the last component,PE: E or F zz.. okay thats just put up by me
but its like a bittersweet thing cuz last week i had to run 4.8, do 100 pushups 50situps and 20pullups and it was a really horrible realisation of my fitness.
BUT thats not to say ive given up on myself, im gonan force myself to reach that standard, of course not within the course of this week or maybe even next week,
BUT I WILL GET THERE,even if it means crawling.Just gotto thank jeremy and dingyi for their vote of confidence the other training day.
As for my social status presently, lets say i should be alot better forging relations. Im not sure why, but something mingyi say did make me think... and various incidence did reinforce this logic. That is probably self-esteem, i notice myself being very faithless these days, defeated before starting to do anything..
im just not being myself at all, i can't let go of the past i think.... ive gotto learn to let loose even with all the friction going on with me and my classmates.
Hopefully, everything gets better....
Blogged @ 7/09/2006 08:08:00 PM
