Pull Up ur socks
screwed paper 1.
in about 48hours its paper 2
cannot afford to screw it up
GOD HELP ME IN EFFORTS TO SAVE MYSELF
. sigh
hopefully with a lil hard work + intelligence and luck
im gonna make it
well anyway saw some hope for quek
FINALLY i mean hes like hopeless for months
now theres SOME HOPE
and if he is reading this dun let it get to ur head
u noe when u get a praise ur head swells till i cannot see ur body
so yea keep cool. everything will go well
THE REAL PAPER BEGINS ON TUESDAY(MONDAY ERROR)
PREPARE!
Blogged @ 4/30/2005 04:17:00 PM
No time like the present?
Yesterday was history
Tomorrow is a Mystery
Today is a Gift
that why they call it the present!
lol @ this moment,0 days, 15 hours, 22 minutes, 40 seconds till prelim
the beginning of the end (part 1 of 3 ) ie prelim 1 , 2 , O
what am i to do? i feel im ill prepared
i do not know what to expect,what to do
theres so much difficulty
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anyway during history saw this hp film that displays the future.
it just seems singapore is so backward
well i have this in mind. i say singapore should actually attempt to upgrade.
i mean isn't infrastructure a attracting factor for mncs?
if we remain this,we will have skills and some intelligence
but talent,infrastureture will lag.
the near future for singapore seems bright
but in the long run,technology will be so advance singapore's entrepot trade will shrink futhur
from what i see singapore will rely on tourism but focusing so much on this sector will cause much vulnerabilty?
i think the end of many things is here
but when one door closes,another opens
foresight is what u need
GOOD LUCK FOR ALL THOSE TAKING THE PRELIMS TMR
Blogged @ 4/28/2005 04:29:00 PM
Vilgilance Fatigue
lol every day seems to be more and more draggy!
i wonder ! too many distractions,too little time
anyway last sat was cool,max brennors @ esplanade
their $9.00 chocolate drink thing was fanstastic
ill go another this fri just after exams then sat and sun wack like shit.
wanted to hit gym but i think sure can't so nvm
also im suppose to take part in some blog competition lol
and deadline is tmr i trying to get ahead with the task but meeting with difficulty
damn stuck @ registration..lol what kinda shit is this?
but thinking mobile blog can be quite cool i wonder what happens if its a success lol
i think its quite innovative but my eye is on the price,competition is gonna be tough with girl skools around ie they blog more lol
i settled my email thing now u can access this blog using
http://blog.besley.infoand email me @
besley@besley.info hehehe
all is well
thinking...thinking...thinking....
Blogged @ 4/27/2005 03:25:00 PM
Prelims
-Random Shit-
Arrogance.
1.Having or displaying a sense of overbearing self-worth or self-importance.
2.Marked by or arising from a feeling or assumption of one's superiority toward others: an arrogant contempt for the weak.
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Lalalaa well today seems great. Suntec eat but didn't watch movie cuz allester betray so we didn't go anywhere anyway i like the esplanade chocloat coconut shake ice thingy
great shit but service stinks esp the sandwitch shit.45 mins for some lousy shit which cost 9 BUCKS? daylight robbery lol but i made a nasty comment b4 i left thats good.
so anyway i was very very clumsy today cuz of lack of strength. jian really pia me until i nearly died i spilled like 1 cup of drinks and nearly 2. wow sad huh?
anyway once again i still say im not time bound.slowly. i dun wanna kill off my gyming spirit.
dun force it.embrace it.give way so way can be given.
anyway i finished king of the castle breifly so yeah esplanade study period was good
im planned for tmr to do maths algebra revision homework and the thing about cc
if jian is reading,i believe theres a underused gym but now its closed so can't check sry
im excited about mon.thought about some spastic things that can make things intriguing so yeah hopefully that will turn out right.
also tue have nafa again..aimming a pass but no pe on fri cuz exam so sad i thought i can finally get out of running and enjoy it.guess NOT. but nvm hehehe
kk end here
Blogged @ 4/23/2005 10:02:00 PM
Fear.
Well did my first gym
but i feel exhausted ALMOST totally
but didn't do much though LOL i thought it was progressive though.
im still contiunously exploring new fronts of life.
this is 1 of them
although i still haven't lost my dedication for gym YET
i must admit its taking a toll on me.
i still think gym has a sadistic nature of how u suffer and u still push urself kinda situation
and it seems almost like they like it.hmmmmm strange but its not easy. for me.a person who doesn't use much violence.but slowly heheheheh anyway im not timebound so i can take my time
can't wait for tmr's outing though im sure it will be fun so yeah
AND GOOD NEW JIAN: i belive from reliable sources that cc's gym is unused so theres a gym after all.furthur infomation will be avalible soon.
Blogged @ 4/22/2005 07:08:00 PM
Targeting?
LOl Passed.
at first wasn't so confident but still i thought ill pass
and i did
WONDERFUL
although not very great but nonetheless great!
i achieve what i set out to do
hopefully felix did as well :)
now tmr is either 5item training of RELAXING TIME!(BADMINTON)
13+ isn't that fast but hrm okay la needa work on it
but for the time being its great.
so exams are next fri english
im boosting efforts on all subjects
and im waiting for zy's so self-assumed 0 - 100 kmh miracle
im gonna take that lead and boost more as well
but if he doesn't i will.it doesn't matter
anyway have to be attentive teachers usually drop hints about this
and this time
FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION
theres ONly a A,B or C
i must be ready by then.
even if it takes me 12hours from the day b4
i must. anyway tmr gymming time
hopefully im not gonna be a disgrace
although people dun think im am a gymer but u noe what
MANY PEOPLE didn't expect to me go diving
but i did anyway and i achieve a level of certification while others can't
im proud of myself for that and this is just another of those things i must prove to myself.
so yeah thats about it
thax for listening
im here to listen as well.most of the time anyway ;p
Blogged @ 4/21/2005 04:58:00 PM
Master YourSelf
we have found a book which may be mr kwoks source of infomation lol
its a book called 7 habits of something teens
the book has almost alot of his stupid shit maybe the skool should actually get like every1 a book so anyway i been to skool gym lol a lil weird seeing some of the people that go missing during receess there hehe.secret hideout :P
so anyway pretty education i think the leg thing is what i want to do.
so anyway uploaded some new songs hopefully enjoyable by all :)
then tmr is nafa hopefully can just pass it and finally get out of running module during pe :)
and get on with badminton finally !
anyway pray to god tmr is a cool day not raining by none the less wind would be nice
so lets hope for that
:) and nafa pullup just pass
last year could have got gold by this year a pass will suffice
i think felix aimming for a gold. okay so i think the thing that may restrict him is the jump.
that 1 hard to train. so yeah
Blogged @ 4/20/2005 04:31:00 PM
Smooth sailing hopefully
everything draws closer once again
i seem to have appeased my anger.
:) so im kinda back to normal
so yesterday was kinda l33t shit i tell u
fun celebrating panda bday too bad i couldn't get hold of a bamboo but nvm
so we watched samora ---> sux
dunnoe why theses days so many suxxy movies which were thought to be good
i wonder why....
but i had to make a pact with the devil...
now i have to go gym once a week
well lets see first session @ kallang.
BTW felix about
Friday, April 15, 2005
... burnt ... like ... crazy !
glad you know
:)
anyway needa brush up on some shit alreadi
GODDAMN
anyway just found out i lost my old industry notes...
but nvm i usually dun study them anyway but im gonna try to get a copy.
lets not wait till last minute.trouble make arise.
btw u can now connect to
http://blog.besley.infopeace out
Blogged @ 4/18/2005 06:17:00 PM
F.r.i.e.n.d.s
it was just yesterday that i boast my wide networks of friends
but it is clear my judgement was wrong.
for today,i am deeply sadden by the fact that 1 of what i considered true friends
have betrayed me in a way i nv thought was possible.
it could be the moment of fustration in the fit of rage
but nonetheless i still consider it a very wrong action.
i definately wouldn't condone it and for 1 many people know
that i am 1 that do not fight a war of brute strength nor force
but i tell u now i m not 1 that makes peace either.
so in other words,if u follow mr kwok's analogy,
ur relationship account has hit a negative.
and now even if u were dieing on the road,
i would help u
in fact i wouldn't want to say it
but if it droop any further
i would actually wish u smashed,burned,crashed,killed,shot
hopefully this is just a moment
but for this moment, I FEEL angered.
its really makes me wonder who out there is my true friend
who there will help me when i have fallen?
for those that are,im sure i can help u when u need it.
but for those that aren't,be warned.
Blogged @ 4/15/2005 11:43:00 AM
the time draws close
the time draws closer and closer
but i still dun feel the urgency...i wonder why
fighting with myself...the battle cannot be won
we need a new method but what?
anyway just thought about friendship sparked off by a certain event.
i have roughly who are my true friends but i really nv know until it comes to that
crunch where every1 is for himself. but i do have an idea though
i still feel pressured about maths and history though
no idea how i am gonna get >=b3 its gonan be a miracle
but lets be the miracle im gonna do it
of course stage 2 is comming and i am contiuning with the plan so yea
maybe even earlier realising time is short.
so yeah tats that ...... present or no present well it depends but being practical is still $$ :) thoughts that count ..anyway?
Blogged @ 4/14/2005 07:14:00 PM
Sometimes the obvious must be stated!
--update---
started @ 12 but ended shortly for lunch
but time now is 5.47
finished my 2 chinese essays + 1 lit overdue work
+ maths ws
:):):):)
fear of failure is not an issue now
the issue now is to excel.success is within grasp.
road is long but BEGIN WITH THE END IN MIND
yes sometimes even u do know what u need to do
what u want to do
what u have to do
but u do not do
so sometimes obvious things must be stated
sort of a gentle reminder
so today is beginning of stage 1
as planned the beginning of the end of comming
but i begin with END in mind
so everything is working well
i have like 2 chinese essays 2 lit essays some ss and revision of history
time now is 10:37 am
i shall start work @ approx 12pm :)
everything is work out
the board is set,
the piece of moving
do not get left behind MOVE!
Blogged @ 4/10/2005 10:30:00 AM
Humility
It is 1 of the great virtues we all have
Besley's Art Of Safety
When in a losing battle,call for aid
when u have lost,accept
when preparing to fight against major powers,retreat.
when in a conflict,step away if small matter
----BReakthrough---------
+50 bawts
researching contiuning :)
Gains some insides into history....
abit confusing
have to rethink ss and history answering techniqies
researching as well
Blogged @ 4/07/2005 06:45:00 PM
as i was saying
Stage 1 (10april)
force self to stop playing games
thus decreasing addiction.
Stage 2(21april)
reduce all time to 1h
Stage 3
start doing workchinese takes piority
stage 4
reduce to 30minchiong
stage 5
to be planned........
Blogged @ 4/06/2005 06:07:00 PM
ANother Day Of Realisation
i see many people starting their locomotives.
zy for example got a 9 for conversation.
im impressed he got that even with his slacking voice tone
its time for me as well
minimizing computer usage soon
im going to do this stage by stage
Stage 1
force self to stop playing games
thus decreasing addiction.
Stage 2
reduce all time to 1h
Stage 3
start doing work
chinese takes piority
stage 4
reduce to 30min
chiong
stage 5
to be planned........
-----BREAKTHROUGH------------
my virus has just broken past all powerful antivirus except 1 not including huristic scans though
but its a major breakthrough
OMG
time to restart reign of my powers again hehehe
but from scratch
to be a master,u must first be a follower.
the best way to get knowledge is to learn it.
the time is now.
Blogged @ 4/05/2005 07:41:00 PM
Week Reloaded.
lol more and more people are getting more short fused.
scary huh?
such animosity wow. flying words of hate
i too can feel the heat.
anyway week is about to get restarted...as usual
8wks to prelim
10wks to divin
sat was great. bloated @ fish & co
:):):):)
but sunday was boring
preparing homework pg331 or issit 311
but nvm
back to skool
full of anticipation and fear.
to be a master,u must first be a follower.
walk to path
follow the master
see through the master
be the master.
Blogged @ 4/03/2005 12:03:00 PM
draggy weeeeeeek
lol sat have to go lit goddamit
nvm wanting to watch miss congei 2
but zz no time
anyway bordom
and zy blog has posers :)
lol
so anyway nothing much today i forgot what i wanted to write
Blogged @ 4/01/2005 07:53:00 PM
