Today was such a BAD day, woke up, thinking about stuff that really affected me. Actually , come to think about it, its quite nonsensical. But the day really was quite a drag, i was really unhappy and possibly angry. I wasn't really thinking about anything in particular but rather, just thought about some damn emo stuff. Still thank god, i had this particular friend, who chatting with me the whole day on msn and phone, really brought me some perspective. Quite surprised that person is actually pretty down to earth and perhaps helped me find out why certain things are so.
With this, i realised that you really have to grab things if you want it. Sitting around at home isnt helping. Time-lines do help somewhat, giving some urgency to do stuff. I also realised that i just have one more weakness in which i have to correct, i need to correct. Perhaps thats why ive been holding back all my life. Perhaps thats why i was never confident of myself. Now thats all about to change.Truely, i must thank that person =) today would be such a crappy day to pass without you. Hmm strangely, my other friend, who i thought would be very comforting, didnt quite giveme that effect. something to ponder about. Guess i shouldnt be feeling insecure about these small issues. Ive got a long, great day tmr.
