Failed attempt #2 on the foreign exchange market!
but thats not gonna hold me! im preparing for attempt #3!
well for those who already know, im still experiementing with the forex thing(not just say n forget)
in hopes of making quick bucks and stuff! but, as cliche as its sounds...
theres no free meal! and so aptly displays my failed attempts! the problem with is that
its very volatile and all the sma ema and mometum graphs are only to some limited extend accurate, and a proper approach must be developed based on probability in order to really
make money!
back in life, blogging has been the least of my piorities, although i can see how some of my cca-mates blog in their free time @ the school lib. but i only blog when i have absolutely nothing to do or have the sudden passion(like now). somehow i feel life is like a stockmarket and sometimes i can feel the highs and lows of it. This particular year has been so extremely volatile but after shorting and longing(+ and - s'), i think ive reached the high point of the cyclical loop.
i mean, unexpectedly landed into the director's honours list, which really was a pleasent surprise, since year 1 was really crappy and i didnt think i would get it! still, i think i got lucky and the following year would not be so great in addition to my already diminishing willpower and team cumulative brainpower!
additionally, im really growing into my cca! this time i think i got the tone right, like FINALLY. initially , i joined out of interest and with a rowdy bunch of schoolmates from my alma mater and perhaps they were holding me back. I always sticked to that group and really got restricted in terms of exposure and bonding. After they left, my interest led me to stayback in my cca, but the damage was done, i was seriously left out and didnt have the passion of attending. Although that could explain why i always "pon" cca, i admit it was still partially my fault since ever since i got into poly, i always felt held back. By what? i dont know. Just some sort of feeling that you know you are meant for more and yet i dont step forward!
Fortunately for me, a friend of my friend was in the same cca and i maintained relatively good relations which has managed to drag the gap between me and everyone else closer!
Despite the good stuff, there is also always, the negative parts. In the current year, i have also indirectly and unintentionally seen how people are inherantly selfish. We are living in a world where the "evil" people are just brutally honest and most of the rest are just having a pretentious "goodness" just for show, leaving only a small portion of truely geniune good people.
These days, i no longer cheat myself that just based on faith and kindness will begets anything, it truely doesnt pay anymore. my eyes will no longer be covered by these wools of deception! If i happen to meet a few good people, and discover its true, ill embrace them, but right now , ill just learn to rely on the thing that gives rises to everything else, myself!
