the week has been a mix of emotions, with the impending threat of mid-semester exams,i have a much doubt in myself as usual... just like everything else besley does.Hopefully i can remake my tyconess from last sem again. We had a very silly class gathering, the trouble makers didn't come, so i couldn't make fun of them, but it was expected... those cowards! the noise-making mr CY is probably the only one that hasn't changed much.. the rest, more or less have some significant transformation. Before u know it cy was shooting everyone that was around,some motivation to come eh, but it did hit a nerve when he targetted me and i was surprised i reacted so strongly. He did make some sense though, its been a vunerablility of mine ever since i made that choice. It was a moment of folly that made me commit such a moronic mistake. I still found myself getting along with most of them and past memories did come back, my only regret is that i was never as united with them as i wanted , its complicated last time anyway , i didn't have what i have now.A change in mindset got me thinking,hopefully im not too late. Ruz is going europe and everyone else gonna start holidays soon, quite left behind arent i, nothing i can do i guess, just hope exams will get the results i have so long desired...before long this will be another part of my past
"The best choices are never the easy ones"
