project project assignment tutorials! OMG finally poly stress starting to creep in insidiously! as a leader,student,myself i should set an EXAMPLE but what can i do,my will is strong but the flesh weak. actually i dun see the logic in the phrase but nvm!. every one in the world having so much problems, the world almost seems to be destablising like the stock and foreign exchange markets. in flux for every second, every moment can be a huge gain or loss! yet someone claims to have formulated a winning method! life beens such a hazzle, looking for investment opportunies, expanding my mediocur relationships with ordinary friends and try to push it to something beyond just the hi-bye kinda friends. i feel mingyi has been sorely neglected while im having so many self-orientated agendas and school work, at least that day's prata was nice though. i think ruzz is finally understanding what im tryin to do although he seems perpetually bz with things and hes attention seems to be divided and diverted easily. simple game takes him away from chat for like 10mins, so much for undivided attention for friends! of course ideally u can't get there though there much room for improvement. So far no one else has met my lil criteria, feels like selecting a presidential candidate , integrity..character moral bullshit. poly friends are still abit "young" to be considered but they seem very nice besides some blahblha people