Seriously...
Day passed without much events, the end is near
and other polys are having exams and stuff, quite worried for some people.
for myself as well. i dun think im working hard enough.
well today i found out some truth about some people
and to say the least is quite disappointing, i mean there was many opportunities
to say it... abit late now rite? i dun like to doubt, but i am doubting.... for once. im sorry but for that second i really did.
will this be a irrepairable facture in this bond? the mind games were fun @ the beginning but now they are tiringif this was ur intention in the beginningcongrats, u win... i really cannot defend against it anymore,this constant vigilance in trying to figure the truthness of thingsis making me tired. let me rest
i recieved news about the reshuffling of groups, i guess ill have to go... 60% chance.after all, the girls are quite bonded in their mini girl gang... so let me prepare myself to get transferred.I hope i led my team correctly or else ill get some black faces from
mr roache too. In any case, let me not habour ill feelings anymore, it was truely in a way fun to work with them... the small things i appreciated them doing,even though we
started off on a wrong foot.
Overall, everything is dipping a little again.. i suppose its like econs, a cycle of ups and downs
small problems, hopefully ill get over it soon. so much for keeping the blog unknown.
well maybe its time to invite noise in, lets see how it goes.
Blogged @ 8/07/2006 08:29:00 PM
