Lost Faith

My first attempt @ poetry.

specie and squalor dwindle

utter flesh twinkle

literati's demur

what art thy?

amor est vitae.

Well cuz somepeople ask me what is this about?i shall do some explaination on my first serious poetical attempt.This poem is about the most profound feeling in the world, love.well i got inspired cuz of the power it possessed that affected the people around me.Proceeding the 1st line of the first stanza(theres only one) talks about how money and other vices dissipate in the sight of it.nothing has the same ability to cause hurt or healing. 2nD line tells us that nobody can escape this. It is all a matter of time, age or form.It shows the unversial effects of it.The 3rd stanza talks about the literary intelligentsia or elite of societies's debate about it,displays the unfanthomable profound meaning of it ...soo goes on to ask what it is. ends of with a famous latin phrase that says love is vital/essential.

Blogged @ 8/18/2006 08:59:00 PM

Dark Blue!!

man so many cool songs these days.
anyway just got back tired after listening to li sheng jie's concert
it was pretty good but didn;t excite me as much as it would if it was
FIR or cyndi or jolin :p
anyway ming kinda had a rough day or maybe hes just sleepy i wonder
wads wrong...hmmmmz
exams are comming soon gotto start to MUG which ive recently figured im abit
slower tos tart than the average student.
nothing much to post today.
just chill!
Peace out

Blogged @ 8/18/2006 12:07:00 AM

Are you a scatman?!

heh yesterday was my mums birthday!
happy birthday!! ima good son okay! contrary to what some people say.
:P i managed to catch abit of fireworks but got blocked by the hotel
while watching on the bridge of suntec. Unlike last time,
fireworks doesn't make me sad! it makes me happy!!!!
yay.
jian hong writes lengthy post these days, must have alot of things happening,
too bad i dun see him around even though he lives like 300m away from me..
just talked to him,seems alrite! for now... do hope he gets past his situation soon.
ooo. snowpatrol on tv,now its all gonna get spoiled :( time to find a new song!
u know i kinda hate those people who only look for youself for ulterior motives...
like someone who doesn't look for you like 10months then suddently popups saying
HEY CAN u do so and so for me? im getting more and more of this. I so wanted to say
DO I look like your free handyman? i mean COMMON, im not some dirty rag
that can be thrown away when u dun need me. o well lets just block them...
12 people encounting...
O jack johnson is good rihinna too...
i had a nice chat with someone on the bus back today as well =>
i always like talking just 1 to 1, its gives me insight on how people think and
what i should consider when doing actions that may directly or indirectly affect others.
actually after thinking carefully, i think i have quite a rough and highly conflictive nature,
someone is gonna brush me or vice versa..either way friction!...of course im in the middle
of refining my character.
HEY promiscous girl,wherever u are, im all alone and its you that i want!

so sick of love song society......

Blogged @ 8/13/2006 12:05:00 PM

Fireworks _\ | / _

weeeee fireworks went to see with my classmates today
it was quite funnnnn wait i go post the video!
lol its kinda rotated.. see from the left

Blogged @ 8/12/2006 12:27:00 PM

Seriously...

Day passed without much events, the end is near
and other polys are having exams and stuff, quite worried for some people.
for myself as well. i dun think im working hard enough.
well today i found out some truth about some people
and to say the least is quite disappointing, i mean there was many opportunities
to say it... abit late now rite? i dun like to doubt, but i am doubting.... for once.
im sorry but for that second i really did.
will this be a irrepairable facture in this bond?
the mind games were fun @ the beginning but now they are tiring
if this was ur intention in the beginning
congrats, u win... i really cannot defend against it anymore,
this constant vigilance in trying to figure the truthness of things
is making me tired. let me rest

i recieved news about the reshuffling of groups, i guess ill have to go...
60% chance.after all, the girls are quite bonded in their mini girl gang...
so let me prepare myself to get transferred.
I hope i led my team correctly or else ill get some black faces from
mr roache too. In any case, let me not habour ill feelings anymore,
it was truely in a way fun to work with them...
the small things i appreciated them doing,even though we
started off on a wrong foot.

Overall, everything is dipping a little again..
i suppose its like econs, a cycle of ups and downs
small problems, hopefully ill get over it soon.
so much for keeping the blog unknown.
well maybe its time to invite noise in, lets see how it goes.

Blogged @ 8/07/2006 08:29:00 PM

YI BAI DU

thats me struggling with chinese :)

today, i killed an auntie LOL well maybe not auntie just some woman.
well i was like rushing to get a haircut so i went to one near my house
and i rushed it and she was like u sure alot of suiters now that u do braces
and everything.i kinda gave a smirk and didn't bother LOL
its quite funny actually.Didn't quite view myself as a very eligible bachelor
these days after past events in school.Im not the person who has the best personality
looks,intelligence or physique. what makes you think i got alot of suitors?

anyway they kinda styled my hair,and i overall was very PLEASED but the thing right
after today no more!. WHY? cuz i dunnoe how to do my own hair la. LOl im quite a failure in
this section. IM TRYING but really dunnoe. well good luck to me on that.
OYA if u see me please tell me to study, i know i will not!
exams comming everything study, i sense a repeat of slacking incident!

Blogged @ 8/06/2006 08:10:00 PM

Dum Dee Dum

My friend does this on his blog,changing colour and stuff!
i wonder if it works.. i suppose its just to keep things more lively!
these days,there are more people telling me about themselves! or at least their
lil problems...im quite hAPPy people tell me about it! THE TRUSTtt
reminds me of my role last time,listening to problems and stuff
now ive become the problematic one lol!
someone asked me to go ESCAPE today but i dun quite wanted to,
i remember genting..although i went for most of the rides,there was this
super increase in heart rate when the thing goes downwards.....i dun like that
lol! feels like its a heart attack or smth,and after all im not those who shout,i just
grind my teeth and plunge!
Guess what? projects over! finally can rest but exams are comming,just a short-lived happyness
for awhile but i appreciate anything that comes!>>>
Grey and 13! remember.

Blogged @ 8/05/2006 05:52:00 PM

Adventure Forever!

Maybe not for some people.
My friend is leaving Adventure CLUB!!!
Well i didn't expect him to have stayed after all
training has just gone from slack to slacker.
Sad though, it was really fun having them around.
O well,with that comes news of withdrawing from the
kayaking competition! anyway its a double kayak so
i think im not going to. thats not the only reason of course,
the other part of the reason is that i dun think im ready...
i always had the spirit of leading people in me
and yet im not fit enough to lead...LITERALLY.
so for although im missing out on A TON of seal points
i think its becomming clearer that the decision to
withdraw is the right one.

Blogged @ 8/02/2006 09:24:00 PM