The past weeks has been busy,ive hardly enough sleep.The simple rountine wake up,school,comp,work,sleep and it all begins again.Today, there the world cup finale,
GO ITALY..i think their goalie is really fantastic, hope they win, didn't bet anything though.Backtracking into last week, i gotten my results.... not as good as i would want but can't say it wasn't expected..it goes
Accounts: A
Marketing: B+
Econs: B+
Computer stuff:B+
Management:B
And for the last component,PE: E or F zz.. okay thats just put up by me
but its like a bittersweet thing cuz last week i had to run 4.8, do 100 pushups 50situps and 20pullups and it was a really horrible realisation of my fitness.
BUT thats not to say ive given up on myself, im gonan force myself to reach that standard, of course not within the course of this week or maybe even next week,
BUT I WILL GET THERE,even if it means crawling.Just gotto thank jeremy and dingyi for their vote of confidence the other training day.
As for my social status presently, lets say i should be alot better forging relations. Im not sure why, but something mingyi say did make me think... and various incidence did reinforce this logic. That is probably self-esteem, i notice myself being very faithless these days, defeated before starting to do anything..
im just not being myself at all, i can't let go of the past i think.... ive gotto learn to let loose even with all the friction going on with me and my classmates.
Hopefully, everything gets better....
