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illumination!

i feel the long winded today and let me being entry 134.
and like every other normal day.... i was taking the bus
very tired and sleepy... u know the feeling when ur thinking
and in the corner of ur eye, u notice how the outside background
starts to pass faster and faster till u make no more notice of it.
so i was passing through vertigo..... and then once again
the great jc thought came again...he came and passed
stealing some happiness along the way. but i did question
why i wanted to go. well the answer wasnt because i wanted to be a
victorian or a saint...it was because of the people there.
thats why. its the people that i wanted to know and i know is there.
then from this stupor,i awoke by the sounds of dan brown controversy.
as the movie gets closer, once again the commotion about god arises.
there is reason to believe there was "god".. whether he was divine or not
a prophet or a liar is still open to debate. unfortunately i still see
pious people being very sensitive about this issue. well in my relativisit opinion,
true or false... hmm lets just say i haven't seen anything divine happening to me yet
and...actually its abit less than nice. not that im a aethist or anything but i keep an
open mind about gods. its is common that some great teacher or philospher become
elevated to a state of being almighty. yet there were just mere mortals but no doubt with
great wisdom.
school wise... everything is just starting to cramp onto me, im not sure how the jc peeps are handling
though, eric is going all nuts apparently from his lil blogpost. the pressure isn't doing quite well on me anyway
im still pulling myself together and juggling school load.. isnt very ez even especially now the distance is a factor to be taken into consideration. i lowered my expectations abit... more realistic goals B+ !
gpa:3.5
work.work.

Blogged @ 5/24/2006 07:32:00 PM

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