time is comming for me to start going back to SCHOOL!
YAY!
i need a purpose in life and studying as a purpose?
hey why not =p
end of boredom.
and as a indication of how my fitness is detoriarating?
i cannot even run 6 rounds anymore
but after today im confident i can push myself harder
I SENSE A MASTERPLAN IN MOTION :D
i must say maybe after all these years my fragile confidence in myself is just getting back
again.. somehow just gotto thank the people around me.
To be extremely blunt,i would put it that im not going to paradise or anything
hey my school is far and everything that stupid 13 pointer course but im gonna try my best to keep an open mind, make my life more intresting than it has ever been.
Looking back,i would say ive come very far to where iam standing, and so have u all.
maybe you are not where u want to be now, maybe u are, maybe u seem nowhere but
that is no longer in your control. Don't get me wrong, what u can change,CHANGE
but what u cannot, release control. its important to know when to let go. my days in mshs
were very meaningful, very filled with fasinating things.. probably because of my class.. my special class filled with people from all walks of life. unique talents and character... with the addition of that abit more than zealous teacher i would say gave me all these wonderful memories. i dun think i stood out very much from the crowd as much as i wanted to, thats my only tiny regret. being part of the class was just something i will never want to change but of course the results could be alot better nonetheless.
packing my desk the other day while preparing for where i am going,i came across many namelist, many contacts, many mementos that gives me flashbacks of what it was like in the past. i remember my first time out of the class, which was actually with mark, my sec4 friend,
intrestingly it was cme..lol dun misunderstand i got A in like every year with extremely high scores. hypocrasy scores i would say. there was also many people i remember someone sharing homework stuff...dunnoe why but the clearest one was with kokbin.. asking me something about homework... anyway its abit sad that year's namelist was torn into half and i couldn't find the 2nd part. anyway from what ive heard, everyone is doing well although unfortunately i am unable to express to them my sincere concern and regards.
to close this paragraph i just wanted to thank MINGY and jin who have grown to be a source of my strength and to be my confidantes during this short part of the holidays.. maybe its long..after all its 6 months... back to the point is that sadly i didn't cherish the opportunity to understand u guys during our alma mator. but better late than never!
hopefully our friendship would not faulter under the strains of time and convinence
i would like the state for the record my sincere and grateful thanks to them =)
godspeed and whatsoever
