Yet again, life puts more obstacles upon me.
just when i got up it hits me again.
seriously i don't know how much more of this i can take
either this is a very very bad year or its just fated.
im going to be at my wits end.
my tricks are running out.
my faith diminishing.
although many do not have gotten what they want, we still have hope
this is my final try to change my life forever.
but chances aren't extremely good.
DO i just resign to fate?
Do i give up?
Do i destroy everything ive created till now?
maybe...but for now im going to try everything in my resource and power to get where i want
what am i to do?
