I was reading someone's blog again...
its so weird how gullible people are when u are overly concern about something.
Sometimes its hard to differentiate the attentionseekers from people who really require your dire help.
Sure you can use death and sadness as a cover; a fascade, but then u will never really see the people who care concern about you.
malaysia educational national universities allow people who fail into their institution.
Anyway had a soso game at dota today -_-", not sure why our team become so hyper after that.
i was apathatic about it.. i think i becomming immune to it.. signs of becomming pro? or just getting goddamn bored. not too sure.
im still looking for a good friend lol..if u know what i mean.
True Concern and Mutual intrest.
No one currently is providing that YET
Can't be forced though lol
i think im stating the quailities of a soulmate or partner or maybe just a goddamn good friend :doesn't really matter though, you are out there somewhere.. +D
maybe im just feeling bored or smth lol
lets see how this turns out
i got a feeling my appeal will fail.
and in that case, i already planned everything so
i think im all go for my new school
i can hardly forget what got me into this rut in the first place
but stated many-a-times, i will try to keep looking forward
o did i mention i was trying to learn the guitar?
lol i am.. not very successful yet but im bound to learn it eventually
the help from eric is greatly appreciated but...
he seems abit too bz to help me anyway, cannot blame
im sure they have their own problems too. but the intention didn't go unnoticed anyway
well nite everybody
turning in on a not-so-happy mood
hopefully tmr would be a brighter day :)
peace
