wooo 100 post :p
achivement. or not
depends on how u view it :p
today, march 07/06, flared again!
lost count i got angry for no significant reason
im just getting abit errmmm tempermental.
i wonder why.
currently im doing some confidential stuff
so can't say much about it
hopefully everything goes well
tmr i expect to recieve some news.
btw brandon,i recommand kaspersky.
suddenly i remember why i help people.
because in the darkness of times, when u seek help
u seek ur trusted allies for aid but when that fails
desperate times leads u to ask for any assistance
and thats when unknown people answer.
i try to pay it forward.
the world might be a better place after all.
....why do i speak in such a equivocal & ambiguous way?
no idea..just do
anyway i feel that alot of people are well in a certien aspect
disappointed in their results.
I know its partially our fault but hey sometimes life just bites u
and sometimes we already tried.
its strange how we see each level of person superior to us as fortunate
i really boils down to acecptance.
like i said on bnet..
counting from today..
4 years ago.. i was envious of no one
i was on my own,i proudly made it in mshs
maybe i wasn't RI or any very bright student but i got where i wanted
2 years ago, slightly disappointed i didn't make into my subject streams i was then beginning to envy
people who were smart,people who could achieve their pure subjects
after the o prelims and actual o leves
i was hoping. i was hoping for that same miracle that happened to me 4 years ago.
it didn't happen. why? because it wasn't humanly possible to catch up what i have loss over the past years.
and why was this?
i accepted my fate too early... i grew complacent.
Now, i have trouble with my postings,so do alot of people i know.. of course that isn't to say
i can't get what i want but imagine those that can't. u will live ur lifes wondering what ever happened if u did do well. will u be successful? and no one can answer that. sometimes we must accept the fact that god;heaven;nature or forces beyond our control is really well to put it simply. beyond our control.
but we must also see that sometimes, things are worth fighting for,things worth ur sarcriface.. things worth one last shot to change ur future forever.
we do not live in what-if,should,would,could land. we do not have the time to afford complacency, we do not live forever, we are neither gods nor immortal contridictory to what some people i know say (((:
what we do now is important. every thing u do, every action u take, every plan u make.. changes ur future,Today
All the best to all those fighting for what they believe in.
Keep fighting,do-not-give-up
