recent events really made me question myself again,
i screwed up alot of things (including eric's dota .mpq worth 400mb)
so i asked myself why do i try sometimes.. why do i even attempt to help?
all i am doing is causing more and more problems rather than solving it
WHY?
and 1 friend did answer this hence im dedicating this post to eng kwan :)
"you want to make a difference".
simple words make such impact...
that is all ,everything is self-explained :P
