Defeat of the GrandMasterit seems that the time of tests are comming yet again,where the past do not matter..for the future lies a path that many must go yet previous results does not count.I do admit that i am afriad with of course much taunting from randall and his mrs chan example student but of course from myself.Question pop into my head...What if i failed...I could not afford to fail.I cannot waste my time.I MUST NOT but yet this semi-solidified path of the future seems so real.
From the pupil profilling form i filled up,i do noticed i lack much REAL achievements...what i do have cannot be said or recorded.The feeling of your potential unknown is sometimes fustrating but i live with it.It leaves me cautious that the precarious situation of cyber crimes when i read todays news on a singaporean who stole 15k from fake credit cards and jailed for 8 months while even the easiest to do such as wireless zone tapping could now be a serious crime.I mean there isn't much harm stealing unlimited bandwidth anyway unless you are doing something really draining.I mean siphoning abit doesn't hurt anyone but thats just my opinion.
I do feel that i am somewhat weak from the fact i do not know much on my vunlerable subject such as maths and chem.However,it can be assumed that i have confidence in myself to buckup in time IF i start NOW but the question is of how to START.Revision has become extremely intensive in school cuz we finished syllabus..although it seems alot but it is de facto that it IS NOT.I DO appreciate everyone of my friends helping me along the way...and i think i built much rapport amongst them still selecting my favourites.Of course naturally i do favour the people in power but i do not leave out the others.
Well i think i wrote alot of "I"s and i infact still have alot of write but thats for today i think explaning that i must defeat the grand master of my life.myself.I admit i am somesort weak because i cannot control myself For what is wisdom without application.
First is to admit
Next is to Plan
Then Do the Plan
Follow on with Improvements
DO WHateva It Takes(In short)
